Hi folkz. Dunno where to start, dunno what writing-style I should stick to - "sincere"-crazy rant or "safe"-avoid being ignored? Here's my life-story/history, please skip to the next chapter (double linebreak, bolded) if you feel like reading less!
I'm a 20 years old from Norway.
This is not to brag/boast or anything of that nature, but to try explain my "intellectual needs", my path I'd say... -
I feel I was born "a magician", or someone that's been more aware than most others; a philosopher - I very early (age ~5) made notes that adults seemed weak/confused'ish - knowing with myself that "something is wrong" already back then, and the feeling grew, never to a climax, just enough that I've always been suspicious and independent.
I'm not exactly sure what age, but at least since I was ~10 years old, I started developing/activating/getting to know my "meta-programming-circuit
" to use the terminology of the only man I'm really fond of, 'Robert Anton Wilson
' (if you clicked the link, follow it up with clicking the 'Play it all'), that is I analyzed my own thoughts and patterns to the level where I became "so suspicious" of myself to some degree, or sincerely noticed patterns to a degree where I naturally felt action was required, and "re-programmed" myself. Perhaps this isn't boastable, as I seem to be stuck there - I think this is still where I am now, 15 years later
Not with the re-programming, I feel I'm experienced enough with that for the moment, but being concerned only with this very circuit.
Some more ranting on my life (for additional details):
At the age of 13-14 I noticed quantum physics on the net, the "this-doesn't-add-up-phenomenons", went from there to looking up some basic New-Age-cracks like "What The #¤%! Do We Know", from there to Conspiracy Theory (and then came Robert Anton Wilson, praise "Bob"!), loads of loads of Conspiracy Theory.... So plenty of years on the net "researching" stuff like that. Now I still live with my parent(s), but really can't anymore (not getting along). Now read below. Trying again
(not deleting the content above for additional information/details - don't want it to go to waste
Hi. I'm a 20 years old male from Norway.
I'm a PSI-guy, a philosopher, counter-culture, "independent", whatever.
I refuse to work for a corporation etcetc, I even refuse to take their "brainwashing" educations; I'd love to be educated, not be "brainwashed" (trapped in their primitive systems) by these guys.
So I've got no money except for birthday-collections and other earlier collections.
As my current live-situation is "unbearable" - I will soon enough grow depressed/bitter/angry or something similar if I stay, I have finally used my collections for BP-gear. So far I've got a The North Face VE-25 tent, a Snugpack Antarctica Sleepingbag (rated -30C comfortable or so), some general (fairly thick) groundsheet (with a ventilation-thingie on it!), a 100l backpack, a 26watt foldable Solar Panel from Brunton and a 6A battery pack for it, and some general supplies: fairly cheap handaxe, matches, firestarters, a "really good" (both strong and long-lasting) flashlight, and I probably got something more, but I don't remember at the moment.
I have a mp3 and considering buying a PSP... I'm sure it can be a lifesaver during all those boring hours out there!!!
I really don't have any cloths etc - I have a weak autumumn-jacket and a snowboard-jacket, and general thin cloth, and one pair of The NorthFace mountain-sneakers, but this probably won't be an issue - I'll just have to get the money for the cloths or something ;-) I'll figure it out. Maybe sell my soul just a LITTLE for some $$$. (Semi-joke)
I'm very new to BP-communities, hell, I didn't know you existed! I randomly visited this website through Google a few days ago, checked the forum out, saw you linked to CouchSurfers and I was like WOOOOOOT O_O! "Lifesaver!"
I'm also fairly new to actually research any of this, to the entire "modern" BP-concept, and even the BP-concept in general, except for the traditional "surviving-in-wild"-type, the fisherman/sailor, and similar traditional concepts.I basically wonder
if someone can either guide me a bit, give me some hints, if you got something to say/that I should know, if you wanna be my friend, if you know someone that wanna be my friend, if you wanna found a Robert-Anton-Wilson-cult with me, etc...
I'm not really that BP, I rather envision the kind of living somewhere solitude with some intelligent/monk/enlightened'ish people...
I just don't know what else to do at the moment, so this is kind of a desperate attempt of doing SOMETHING, or something else when I'm stopped from doing what I've primarily been occupied with (searching & building the netz for free @ "home"/parents).
One more detail (I might add more later for all I know..): I've got about 130 IQs. In the modern/normal societies, I'm seldomly.. say.. "satisfied" with "normal" people, and I'm mainly referring to their dullness here, not really their IQ, but I think there's commonly a link between them.. if I may say that. Is it possible that this may also fux (the F word) it up for me on the road? I'm not an asshole or anything, I'm friendly and stuff, people "never" dislike me unless I express my ideas (hehe.. "just" kidding!), I just wonder if I may become depressed, like I sort of become when I'm stuck with what I consider dull people in regular/modern whatever society?
Last notes: please, write as short or long as you want, write "however" you want, and write "whatever" you want. Of course I'd appreciate it if you didn't COMPLETELY screw my feelings up! but beside that, do what you want - email me, msn me, PM me.. feel comfortable to express yourself just the way you like!
*sigh*.. Now the waiting-game